Mist gathers across the valley in the hours preceding the dawn. It is the time of concealment, where serenity is all but complete and yet no joy can penetrate. Anticipating the rising sun, energy gathers momentum and the mist thins almost from fear of the coming onslaught and yet the tempreture drops, as the final…
Read moreYou changed me
From the moment that you came into my life, you changed me. I ceased to be a boy and became a dad. You are as precious to me now as you were in the first moment I held your tiny body in my arms. The difference now, is that I can see your inner qualities,…
Read moreForgiveness
Forgiveness is a state of being, achieved by one who can now, allow the forgiven to return back to relationship equilibrium. The affected party needs introspection to determine the residual effects and negate them, by either re-calibrating their exacting levels of expectation and accept the forgiven for who they are, or come to the realisation…
Read moreFriendship
The institution of friendship is a solace of a happy person. When the solace is replaced with turmoil, fraught with deception and malice, the not so happy person needs to re-assess the status of his participation.
Read moreDivorce
Divorce is an institution designed mainly for the inequitable distribution of assets. The assets of tangible value are the least precious. It is the remnants of a past history, the inheritors, who experience the greatest devaluation and loss.
Read moreAncient history
Ancient history is tantamount to an autopsy. Dissecting and delving within the very fabric of what has been, establishing the facts and questioning the reasoning is a worthwhile and a fruitful enterprise. After all how else can we learn about the subject’s successes or failures, in order to move forward and make new history.
Read morePalpable stillness
Stillness of the morning just prior to daybreak is palpable. Those precious moments when clarity feels within reach and your thoughts are succinct. Feeling that now you know what to ask for without fear and yet mostly, these opportunities are squandered by the premature heralding of the sun.
Read moreSeparation
Separation is a word which conjures a breakdown of union, a discontinuance of establishment or hermitism. The polar opposite meaning is achieved when separation from; the mundane, the harmful, the illicit or the forbidden becomes a human aspiration. Then it becomes the tool for refocusing priorities, soul cleansing, an admission of moral values and a declaration…
Read moreWords and actions
We grow up hearing our parents and teachers giving us directives about how we should behave, yet we rarely internalize and accept those directives unless they are also enacted by those same authorities. ‘Lead by example’ is the moto of the achievers guild. When we see, others do, then we believe. But what about words which…
Read moreLove
Love and in love are two separate yet intertwined precepts. Being in love is a vapor, an almost spiritual experience which cannot be grasped or quantified and yet it’s prensence or lack off is amply felt. Love on the other hand is a tangible thing, almost solid, where there exist building blocks allowing individuals to…
Read moreTaking the plunge
‘Taking the plunge’, is an admission of defeat. It means you lack the common sense and medative reasoning to come to a desision and with lack of clarity decide to do it anyway. Is there any wonder then, that the expression is oft used to describe nuptials and the outcome is all too commonly, disastrous.
Read moreQuintessential connection
Sunshine and meaningful discourse is the quintessential connection of two souls. Some lucky few, will understand their soulmate more, by what they don’t say, than their lengthy and measured monologues.
Read moreTest of sincerity
The real test of sincerity and love is in adversity. One is torn between staying and fighting or creating distance from an unpalatable state.
Read moreSpontaneous utterance
A spontaneous utterance, expressive of an intimate matter is the resonance of truth, which instantly melts the heart and is heard repeated, for posterity, in heaven itself.
Read moreHuman subtleties
Human subtleties are only perceptible, when the observer is predisposed to take notice.
Read morePrincess
Before a queen is crowned, she is a princess. Some princesses are given the green light and proceed without merit or support, as bystanders shrug their shoulders in resignation. The true princess does not need worldly trappings or lineage, because her attributes and qualities are plain to see. She glides through life affecting many with…
Read moreEgo
Ego is a liberation of inhibition, however, not all inhibitions need liberating.
Read moreMissing
In life you can’t miss, fast enough. On the other hand, if you take your time you may not have to.
Read moreClarity
Remarkable things happen, when you open your eyes and allow yourself to see. Clarity might still be fleeting, but now it’s within sight.
Read moreExternal stimulus
True inspiration only comes from within, but an external stimulus is a necessary catalyst.
Read moreNostalgia
The state of nostalgia, lost life or just loneliness? Watching an old movie or hearing a song which one associates with better times, leads you to consider present life and current challenges. A yearning for a sweeter or easier life, is a fanciful preoccupation of those that are predisposed to melancholy and defeatism. The…
Read moreSelf fulfilling prophecy
Another turn along my path. No crossroads here, no contemplative decisions which need be made, just life. When does the throat relax and lungs allow a full measure. When will the daily glimpses of happiness, yield fruit of reflective satisfaction. Most mornings in that transitional state between the pillow daemons and impending anxiety of the day ahead,…
Read moreTreacherous mind
Treacherous mind, why do you torture your host so. It feeds and nourishes your very existence and in return you systematically grind and consume it, leaving hollowness and indecision in your wake.
Read moreBitter pill
Humanity understandably, is more involved in the physical rather than subliminal pursuits. We busy ourselves with the mundane to avoid the responsibility of spirituality and soul nourishment. We forget that we must be true to ourselves and to our fellow man, to understand and then admit that we are ultimately dependents, for all the days…
Read moreUnderstanding
Understanding what you want and where you’re going, is only possible when you figure out, what you have and where you are.
Read moreRed lines
Some roads should not be traveled, because their horizon extends past the redline within each of us. The problem arises, when you discover that you are already moving.
Read moreNature
Streams flowing with singular purpose. Rapids lying in wait for it’s unsuspecting patrons. Raw power expressed in tangible terms.
Read moreSolutions
There is no geographic solution, for an emotional problem.
Read moreGoodbye 2011
You’ve been both cruel and sweet, magnanimous and lecherous, anguishing and sublime. You’ve left in a daze of your passing and in awe of the personal growth which I have experienced during your reign. Here is hoping that your sibling has a less volatile and more generous plan for me. Goodbye 2011
Read moreConsequences
Mind is full. Heart is heavy. Rational thought is slipping. Anxiety approaches. Fever arrives. Pressure valve is spewing steam. Consequences have no meaning. There is no turning back now. Awaiting the plunge and imminent release. Vengeance. Darkness. Stillness. Mind is clear, now for the consequences.
Read moreTreading water
We are disjointed, damaged people, perpetually looking for a safe harbour. Our arms and legs are weary from treading the waters of tedium and our clothes are soiled with the labours of life.
Read moreInvisible barrier
Transition between states of mind is through an invisible barrier. One which is nonetheless tangible.
Read moreWhy hate?
When you hate, you project your energy at the intended and that gives them energy. Be indifferent and they will disappear into insignificance, whilst you are left with only calm, which you deserve.
Read moreOur words
Jagged, torn and savage are the base instincts of us all, our words. We smile, show modicum of gratitude to people we ought to be thankful to, because our society dictates as much. Yet we seldom mean what we say, when we say it. Humankind is almost pathologically predisposed to deceit and misinformation. The reasons…
Read moreBreathless
Mind racing, grinding and crunching the combinations and permutations of third party actions. The world is still around me, despite the constant movement of the hords. One blink, one jarred thought and the picture becomes blurred and starts to melt away. Hold still, concentrate, dismiss the interruptions that are always pursuing you and focus. Your…
Read moreOld maxims
We have all heard the old maxims of “give it your best shot, win or lose” and remember feeling that it just didn’t sit right. If it’s worth fighting for, then winning is everything.
Read moreSeeing straight
A person who only turns left or right, cannot see straight.
Read moreBeasts fate
All intelligent beings know that, in the end, all beasts are slaughtered. Whether for consumption or game, while the beast stumbles in an ignorant fog. It lashes and smashes into carefully designed barriers, designed to carouse and lead it to its end.
Read moreDestiny
Destiny awaits and I’m eager to embrace it.
Read moreHighest good
Searching for your highest good, left more unanswered questions than tangible knowledge.
Read moreSplitting atoms
In the Hadron Collider, that is life, we find that we are constantly smashing into each other, just like those manipulated atoms. It is a therapeutic solution to gain perspective of ourselves within the context of others.
Read moreDeceit
Deceit is a leprous and crippling aboration which squeezes and drains the life of all the parties. The deceivers are in constant state of anxiety and denial, whilst the recipients experience a quickening as they no longer connect to their partners and feel in constant turmoil with no safe harbor in sight. This is all…
Read moreAscent to now
Squirrelled away within the folds, nooks and crannies of her favourite haunt, she waits. Surrounded by immortal friends and infused with her favourite brew, she ponders. She is so far, but feels thus near to one that longs to know. With every day a bridge is built, guiding her ascent to now.
Read moreBarreling
Life has a tendency of barreling along with total disregard to individual’s wants or needs. The trick is to realise that, your wants or needs are those that are on offer.
Read moreBlink and she is back
Blink and she is back. Effortless and seamless she floats back in. She is altogether the same and altogether different. Time has not changed the fundamentals nor the root, it’s still an overwhelming sense of right. The mind struggles to keep up with the heart at times and that’s how it ought to be. The…
Read moreAll for the eyes
Walking on the footpath and feeling your steps being swallowed by the gooey, rubbery surface, is reminiscent of days of anxiety and impotence of old. Those days where you awake not knowing whom you would have to be, to make it through and feeling want of the energy and desire to do it. The only…
Read moreElixir of my life
I have seen you and felt your essence running through my veins. You are a vapour of my dreams that one day will condensate into an elixir of my life. I will drink and be sated, will never remember or reflect that which was once and always live here and now.
Read moreFish out of water
A social gathering of purportedly, like minded individuals, is comparable to an aquarium filled with likeminded fish. Like-mindedness’ is not an attribute in a group of individuals, it is conforming to societies boundaries in a robotic fashion. Being completely unnatural, it ultimately leads the individuals within the group to question their role within such social…
Read moreBlue skies
Tremendous, overwhelming wave binds me. It sweeps me up and over, past rows of unfulfilled or disastrous encounters. I see them, standing there in solitary order awaiting possible revisits, at times pleading to be noticed. The wave is pushing me past them with no possibility or desire for pause. It gains momentum with every second,…
Read moreAnticipation
Anticipation is both exhilarating and exhausting. Our imagination carries us to both intense highs and flattening lows. Our senses real from the overwhelming fluctuation whilst our bodies struggle for equilibrium. The reality of-course is sobering, nothing has changed since we saw each other last…
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